steady hits are good thing but its the continued creativity that i'm leary of
what in the hell does that mean?I like to think I am blazing a trail into left field for EAW,I have jets and choppers out the wazoo awaiting 3dz tweaks.FM's,etc. but for the most part,our community doesnt give a $h!t,more concerned with an exact reproduction of a skin thats been done a dozen times previously....which I just dont understand.I have fought the feeling that I'm "barking up the wrong tree"for months now.I have finally come to the conclusion"screw it,I'm doing this for me,because NO ONE cares other than me"
and another thing,we have all of this technical genius here,yet the amount of interplay between the modmakers is DEPRESSINGLY low,point in case,I have been working with map and terrain editing for a couple of months now,Korea,and Vietnam,being #1and #2 on my to-do list,and the amount of EAW "world making knowledge" that is "out there" on the 'net is well,very,very small....and somewhat obtuse as well,in addition the tools we have for the job are ranking right up there with 3dz studio...maddeningly short on all important feaures,CTD prone,and basically NO good knowledge in the accompanying read-me's
I will keep beating on the projects that I have chosen,until such a time that they are at least in a beta-stage...then,who knows!
what I do know is this community as a whole is going through a "low-ebb" period,I have had to shift my frame of mind from caring about it,to saying "damn it" and just continuing what I've started,even if there is no one to DL it,or appreciate it,whenever I am completed with it.
And to those who want some flame added to simhq,hah!,its all I could do to keep my mouth shut and NOT light into a certain "guru" of ours in regards to an FM statement recently......egotistical,and typical of the mind set of some of our older "statesmen"....who was it who wrote"fine and just go keep all your toys to yourself"?theres some truth to that in our community...and at times it really,REALLY,
PISSES ME OFF!!!
I dont know what else I can add,I am no newbie,I have earned my seat at the table,and yet I cant say its as cool as it used to be to have a seat at this table....why?
maybe because of the arrogance exhibited by those whom should know better,maybe its because some of the more 'friendly gurus" have retired....I dont know,but I have a fear the future will go something like this...mod A completed,but Sandbagger is no longer hosting new things,load it up to RIPWAY and link to a few forums,and sit back and watch the DL count go into the double digits....thats right double digits

...EAW may be dying,and I feel I can do nothing to stop that,I will coninue posting and modding until I have been booted from all of the forums,or the time comes when no-one cares anymore....then I will keep all my toys to myself......and what a shame that will be
Shreck